Manifesting A Billion Dollars!

I have been doing some searching online trying to find advice and articles about manifesting a billion dollars. Yes you heard me right! I want to manifest a billion dollars and I want it to manifest now!

I really do need a miracle in my life right now and I just can't believe that the Universe, God wouldn't want me to have something that I really want.

I have read countless online articles and basically they generally said that you can manifest almost anything in your life as long as you believe and have faith in it. I was at a very interesting website full of comments about how when people "threw in the towel" what they wanted manifested!

So maybe I'm trying too hard, putting resistance in my way and I know that I'm supposed to keep my vibrations up and continue to feel the feelings of having it now. What it looks like is that I seem to be the one standing in my own way.

What A Day I Had Today!

Well I have been trying to keep an upbeat attitude about my life and I'm taking it day by day.

Today I went shopping and found out that I over-drew my bank account! Well I didn't want to get hit with those bank charges (again) so I returned the items that I purchased. It was really a bummer having to return the merchandise but it was better than having those banking fees on my account again! I had to go back to the store to return the items but now that I'm calmly back at the computer again I really have to look on the bright side of things here.

• Even though I had to return the items it meant that my bank account wouldn't be in the negative.
  
  
• Unfortunately it will take a few days for the return to show up in my bank account so I'm keeping my fingers crossed!
  
  
• Once the returned credit shows back into my bank account I can re-purchase the items because I only mis-calculated the purchase by some change. So in a few days I can buy them again! (I won't be getting my google adsense check for at least 2 and a half weeks yet.)
  
  It really was a bummer having to walk back to the store again but at least the money is going back into my bank account (in a few days)!
  
  I have to take days like these and remember the things that I am grateful for. The whole incident could have been a lot worse and I'm glad that I'm back at the computer now and living the rest of my day!

I Am SO Mad I Could Spit!

I won't go into detail but I was expecting some money from somewhere and I haven't even received it yet! I put my request in last month and I STILL haven't received it yet! Apparently there seems to be a problem with processing the money BUT yet and still I see that the site is announcing their newest blog post but they haven't said anything about the progress of the processing problem!. This makes me so mad! and frustrated!

Very strong emotions! And I firmly believe that one can worry so much that it can actually make one's self ill!

I have emailed this site numerously and have gotten some replies back - but none of those replies has resulted in me getting my money yet! And what makes it hurt even more is that they have been helping other members financially - even those that have become members after me!

I just do not believe that this is fair in the least and I continue to try and find out why it is taking so long for me to receive my money! But it seems like the harder I try, the more frustrated I get and the less results I get! I think that it is horrible to be holding someone's money and not release it to them!

This is something that I just HAD to vent about! I read online about people having problems both financially and spiritually and when I reply to them I tell them to not give up hope and to keep trying and to keep on keeping on - and this is now the advice that I have to follow myself!

I'm still not going to give up though but I sorely needed to vent my anger and frustration somewhere! I do feel a little bit better now!