It's Ben A While Since I Last Posted To My Blog....

Can't believe that I haven't posted here since May of last year! It's almost going to be a new year now and I'm posting about what's been happening with me since I last posted.

I'm feeling kind of bummed because I didn't earn enough Adsense money last month and that will mean that I will have to wait at least 2 months before I get paid any adsense money.

On the bright side at least I am earning some money online and for that I am grateful!

I am a big fan of the law of attraction and it says that you shouldn't just limit your thinking as to how money will come to you and indeed money has come to me in ways that I could have never imagined.

I'm still here, managing to be able to post to my blog and I am still in my home, had a very grateful Thanksgiving - turkey and all and my Christmas was much better than the last one - all things to be very grateful for.

Don't get me wrong because I haven't given up on my dreams and I do have a lot to be grateful for now.

Here's An Update On My Life....

As of now, today I am doing OK. I still live in and am the owner of my home. If anything I have another month and you never know what could happen in that amount of time.

I'm just trying really hard to be positive and remember all the things that I have to be grateful for.

I'm Still Trying To Hold On!!!

The law of attraction states that whatever you focus on you will get. So what I am trying to manifest in my life right now is a massive amount of money!

So far I have had small degrees of success with this but I'm having problems just staying positive and holding on to my hope and faith.

I know that at times like these I am supposed to remember all the things that I am grateful for and to focus on the positive parts of my life of which there are many that I have to be grateful for.

I Am Having Such A Bad Day Today!

I am feeling so angry and so frustrated today because I don't have what I want!

I know that my mood has a lot to do with it but I am just so sick of things not going my way!

I do know that at times like this you are suppose to stop and remember what you are grateful for so here is my list for today.

• I'm grateful to still have a roof over my head!
  
  
• I am so very greatful for my pet who provides me with joy and laughter
  
  
• I'm grateful for the food that I have - I actually have meat for a change.
  
  
• I'm grateful for my health which is good
  
  
• I'm just grateful to be alive and breathing because so many people are having health problems and need some medical help. I just try not to get sick and even when I do get sick I try to not get too sick and just get better as soon as I can!

From Homeless To Being A Millionaire!

It's always good to find inspirational stories about people who are able to make it through life.

I found a very inspiring online article about a man who was homeless but who went on to become a millionaire!

It's a very inspiring story because this person's past included drug addiction, and being in trouble with the law but he still managed to become a millionaire (which is something that I also aspire to).

It also has some sad parts to it too including people who take advantage of you and about losing your faith and getting it back again.

It also shows why he thought that even though this was a terrible time in his life he thought that it was the best possible thing that could have happened to him.

To read this inspiring story just click below:

My First Million Dollars!

It's Time For Another Gratitude List

I have been feeling very down and depressed lately and all of the things that I have read about the law of attraction say that when you are feeling this way then it's time to think about things that you are grateful for.

So here is my gratitude list for today:

• I'm grateful that I still have a roof over my head. Even though I'm having problems being able to keep my house as of this present moment it is still my house.
  
  
• I'm grateful for my cat. He is such wonderful company
  
  
• I'm grateful that I have catfood for my cat! It got kind of "iffy" there for a while as far as the catfood was concerned but I got so determined that my cat was going to have food that a way was made - so now my cat has food
  
  
• I'm grateful for the food that I have! There has been a time or two when my cat and I shared a can of tuna but today we both have food - which I'm very grateful for.
  
  
• Again I am just glad to be alive. I think about others whose life is more worse than mine and I realize that I have a lot of things to be grateful for!

Here Is My Law Of Attraction Story For Today!

Here is my law of attraction story for today!

If you have been reading my blog then you know that I am struggling financially. Well today I was able to walk to the nearest food bank. It was cold and it was a long walk but I reasoned that at least I would be able to have some more food in my pantry so that was the main reason that I decided to walk there.

As I was walking I reminded myself of all the things that I had to be grateful for. For one thing most of the snow had melted so it felt really great not to be able to have to dodge ice and snow while walking.

I was also grateful for the fact that I would be able to get some free food!

As I was walking and thinking about the things that I was grateful for my feet began to hurt and I was thinking (and feeling about how nice it would be to be back home in my nice warm house. I figured that I would soon get back home soon enough and I continued my trek to the food bank.

Once I got there I saw a neighbor who was being given a ride to the food bank and then being given a ride home. I asked the neighbor if I could ride back with them since me and the neighbor lived so close. Unfortunately the person giving the ride said that they had to leave right away. I was a little bit sad but I thanked them anyway. And went to stand in line at the food bank. Once I got back outside I noticed that my neighbor and the driver were still outside and what's more they were looking for me specifically - because they decided to take me back with them!

I really do believe that this was the law of attraction working for me today as I wanted so much to be at home!

So that is my law of attraction story for today!

Manifesting A Billion Dollars!

I have been doing some searching online trying to find advice and articles about manifesting a billion dollars. Yes you heard me right! I want to manifest a billion dollars and I want it to manifest now!

I really do need a miracle in my life right now and I just can't believe that the Universe, God wouldn't want me to have something that I really want.

I have read countless online articles and basically they generally said that you can manifest almost anything in your life as long as you believe and have faith in it. I was at a very interesting website full of comments about how when people "threw in the towel" what they wanted manifested!

So maybe I'm trying too hard, putting resistance in my way and I know that I'm supposed to keep my vibrations up and continue to feel the feelings of having it now. What it looks like is that I seem to be the one standing in my own way.

The "Impossible" Just May Be Possible!

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Time and time again, if you look at history, people who have produced phenomenal results are those that have set goals that everyone else thought was unrealistic and even crazy.


So hopefully this will mean that the goal(s) that I have set are not as impossible as I might think!

Thanksgiving And Giving Thanks!

Since my Thanksgiving went so well this year I also thought that it would be good time to post another gratitude list

I am grateful that:

• I was able to have turkey on Thanksgiving! It wasn't just the fact that I was able to buy a turkey but I think that I had just as much fun preparing the turkey as I did eating it.
  
  as an extra added little bonus it actually snowed here in Philadelphia on Thanksgiving Day! It was a wonderful and beautiful site to behold!
  
  
• that I have a home and a roof over my head. So many people are losing their homes but there are some that have fought for their homes are were able to avoid foreclosure of their homes so there is still hope out there!
  
  
• I am grateful for the income that I get from working from home since there was a time that I wasn't making any income at all! I check to see if my name was on the unclaimed money listing but it wasn't there but I am still grateful that there are a whole lot of other different ways of earning an income.

I guess that I am just grateful for being alive!

Today I Felt Kind Of Tired!!!!

I have been thinking about my day today!

I have a lot of things to be grateful for today and I try to remember that when my mood is down.

I have been feeling down because I am so tired of dealing with one particular company as far as one of my debts is concerned!

Month by month I have been dealing with them and I am so tired of dealing with them. I am hoping and praying for some kind of financial miracle. I even went online looking for information about praying for a financial miracle and I did find some helpful information.

Basically what the advice says is to never give up and keep on fighting (even though I'm a little bit tired of continuing this fight!)

I even thought that maybe I'm being "tested as far as my faith goes!

I am trying so hard to be able to keep my home that I have lived in for so many years - but maybe I'm just making this harder on myself than it really has to be because I have been able to hold on to my home for this long. I love my house and I most certainly love where I live and I try to keep a positive attitude! I am working at becoming a "master of the law of attraction and I have managed to manifest some positive things into my life! I want to (need to) master this one powerful aspect of my life so that I can continue to live the life of my dreams and to continue to be able to do what I love!

The advice that I am taking is to take one day at a time and to never give up.

Your faith has to be fed every day just like you body. You must starve all doubt and negativity - another good piece of advice!

“Believe it can be done. When you believe something can be done, really believe, your mind will find the ways to do it!"

I'm not very big on playing free games online because I'm mostly doing my work online. But I think that I should just take some time and do some fun things online just to.....well.....have fun!

I don't know too much about dedicated online game servers but I have played a few games online! I know that there are free internet poker games online but I'm not much of a poker fan!

I know that I have to relax more and work more effectively on making my life the way that I want it to be!

What A Day I Had Today!

Well I have been trying to keep an upbeat attitude about my life and I'm taking it day by day.

Today I went shopping and found out that I over-drew my bank account! Well I didn't want to get hit with those bank charges (again) so I returned the items that I purchased. It was really a bummer having to return the merchandise but it was better than having those banking fees on my account again! I had to go back to the store to return the items but now that I'm calmly back at the computer again I really have to look on the bright side of things here.

• Even though I had to return the items it meant that my bank account wouldn't be in the negative.
  
  
• Unfortunately it will take a few days for the return to show up in my bank account so I'm keeping my fingers crossed!
  
  
• Once the returned credit shows back into my bank account I can re-purchase the items because I only mis-calculated the purchase by some change. So in a few days I can buy them again! (I won't be getting my google adsense check for at least 2 and a half weeks yet.)
  
  It really was a bummer having to walk back to the store again but at least the money is going back into my bank account (in a few days)!
  
  I have to take days like these and remember the things that I am grateful for. The whole incident could have been a lot worse and I'm glad that I'm back at the computer now and living the rest of my day!

Today I Felt So Tired!

It's only about 10:30 in the morning and I'm already tired! Had to get an early start today because I wanted to use one of the computers at the library and today they will be open for at least 8 hours so I wanted to get on the computer there as early as possible.

I also wanted to get a little bit of shopping done before I went to the library so that meant that I had to get up especially early today. I don't have a car (yet) so I went shopping by foot! It was very warm today and I tried not to rush and do too much so that I wouldn't get too tired. But I did my little bit of shopping and I'm now at the library computer.

Walking to the store was very tiring and it was very hot outside and there were times when I was walking that I felt really bad but I had to remember all the things that I am grateful for and remember and be grateful for all the good things that are and are happening in my life.

While I was at the store I noticed that other shoppers were talking about their financial woes as well so at least I know that I am not alone.

I was looking for words of advice and encouragement and the things that I remember are to be grateful for the things that are good in my life and to keep on pressing on and not give up!

How Things Are Going With Me!

Well it's been quite a while since I posted here last. Of all the things that are going on in my life right now there are still a lot of things that I have to be grateful for.

Even though my Adsense earnings have gone down I am grateful for the fact that I am still able to earn an income period! Without it I would be quite lost!

I made a previous post about how I was able to get 2 government grants to help with my heating bill and get my heat turned back on after I got a shut-off notice and subsequently my heating was shut off but the grants allowed me to get my heating turned back on - so for that I am very grateful! This was quite actually a very good example of "free money because I did not have to pay the money back! So if people tell you that there are no grants out there to help people then I am a very good example of a person that has actually received a government grant! I received 2 of them as a matter of fact!

I'm a very big fan of the law of attraction and there have been times in my life where it has worked for me! So I'm trying to master the art of the law of attraction so that I live the kind of life that I want.

Things have gotten worse for me but I still haven't given up. The fact that I am able to continue to add to my blog is a blessing and another thing that I am very grateful for!

So I am hanging in there!